Let me unleash. My writing, is my writing. You are choosing to read it. If you are choosing to get offended, that is not my problem. It's a choice. You chose to believe those lies, don't blame me when you get hurt. I didn't even do anything to you.
Sometimes, I may forget that you know me WAY better than I really know myself. I forget that I wasnt the one there, living my life, that was you. You were there and that is why you "know" the truth, and what I have to say is completely invalid. Sorry, sometimes I forget things like that. That is probably what makes me the equivalent to the devil.... yes. That does make sense. And yes, I did just make up this huge devistating lie that would change everything forever just to make you like me again... How are you just so good at this? And yes, every single thing I do or say in my life is definately a reflection of you. I am just so obsessed with you, that you dictate my every motion. I just turned left at the green light. It's becuase you turned left once, it really is the only reason. I do evny, and truly love to be compared to the one that you lied about to me. The one that made you so paranoid in the first place. If only I was her... then I could be everything you wanted.
Oh, wait. That isn't true. But... I am a liar. So you must be right. You must be confused... let me set you straight. I do not love you. I am not obsessed with you, I have never lied to you, and you are a fool for thinking that I would spend even a second of my day planning revenge (that is so dear to you) or a plot to trick you into falling in love with me. Don't flatter yourself. You are kind of disgusting. I would never stoop that low. So... I think that I have vented enough. I hope this clears things up for any one who thinks i am psychotic. Because this is OBVIOUS proof that I am.
You are right. Again You win.
-Mate
(ohhhhhhhhh curve ball!)
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